The causes of stuttering and the ways to cure stuttering are different for each person.
A former student of my spiritual school also had a stuttering problem and attended seminars and wellness classes, but her path to healing was different from mine.
In this article, I would like to write about how I myself became a stutterer and the process of being cured.
What made me a stutterer.
Stuttering is a condition in which the muscles in the mouth and around the mouth do not move properly when speaking, and words do not come out at a good tempo or are stuttered, making it difficult to start pronouncing words.
Actually, I was a stutterer from the time I was in elementary school until I was in my early 30s, although I look like this.
I was a musician and could sing fluently when I sang, but I still stuttered when speaking between songs during a live performance, and I would say, “I can’t wait to go on to the next song. It’s so hard to talk.
My speech was also very bad, so it was common for people to ask me back what I had said.
When I was a university student, I worked part-time at a lunch box shop, but I could not say “Thank you very much! but I couldn’t say it properly and the pronunciation sounded strange, so I had to say it quickly and muddle through to cover it up.
I remember practicing “Thank you very much” many times in my own home because I had a complex about this poor gliding tongue as well.
I used to be like that, but now my stuttering has completely improved.
I have put negative self-brainwashing in place.
It was no one else’s fault that I became a stutterer.
I had self-brainwashed myself into becoming a stutterer.
It goes back to when I was in elementary school.
I was a child who did not understand the atmosphere around me.
So whenever I said something, people around me looked at me coldly, or showed anger, or were even violent.
Whenever people around me would take such an attitude, I would think to myself, “When I speak, people get angry at me.
Whenever I spoke, people would get angry…it was my fault. It’s my fault. I shouldn’t say anything anymore…” I blamed myself so much.
This self-brainwashing is like putting dark energy work on myself, which is triggered by weakness of mind.
As such self-brainwashing continued, I became a child who could not say what he wanted to say and who could push his feelings into the background.
How did the child who could not express his feelings grow up?
If you cannot say what you want to say, you will, of course, speak less.
In other words, your verbal skills will remain unimproved, and you will become worse at communicating than others.
When I became unable to communicate, I once again strongly self-brainwashed myself as a rationalization to escape from the pain of not being able to communicate.
The content of this self-brainwashing is that “as long as you think strongly, your feelings will definitely be conveyed to the other person without words being exchanged.
This may be true for those who have trained their mind’s eye to understand what the other person is trying to say without exchanging words, but I and those around me are not like that.
However, without this negative self-brainwashing, I would have blamed myself even more for not being able to communicate well.
Because of such self-brainwashing, when I could not communicate well, I began to blame the other person, saying, “Why can’t that person understand my thoughts when I have such strong feelings for them?
In my first year of high school, I went out with a girl for the first time after she confessed her feelings for me, but we broke up after about a month without speaking a single word since the day she confessed her feelings for me.
My feelings at the time were, “Why didn’t she talk to me…? If she had talked to me, we could have communicated.
I had fallen into such a thought process by self-brainwashing that “it is not my fault that I can’t communicate, but the other person’s fault.
Due to the negative self-brainwashing of “I can’t say what I want to say” when I was in elementary school, I grew up to be a high school student who could not communicate as well as I could have.
When I was a college student, I thought, “I want to change myself like this.”
As I mentioned above, my stuttering and slurred speech came to light when I became a college student and began to be involved in society a little bit, working part-time.
This is because when I was in high school, I only had to deal with a few specific people, but once I entered the society, I had to exchange words with an unspecified number of members of the society.
I was always nervous to interact with people I had never met before.
Each time, I stuttered. I spoke with a slurred speech.
And until high school, when I exchanged words with girls, my face would turn red with embarrassment and words would not come out. I thought, “I want to change this!” So I tried to pick up girls on the streets at night with my friends.
At first, I was depressed every time I tried to talk to a girl and was ignored. I started to open up and tried again and again, and as a result, I succeeded in picking up women several times.
Perhaps because of this experience, communication with women became much easier, as I was less nervous to the point of being unable to utter a word.
I found out in my early 30’s how to cure my stuttering
As for my slurring, because I also sang English songs, I was conscious of the rhythm of my speech and of converting slurred words into the alphabet.
By the time I was in my late 20s, my smoothness had improved by making a habit of pronouncing “A-Li-GaTou-GoZai-Mashi-Ta” as well as “Arigatou-Mashi-Ta” in Japanese.
However, I could not do anything about my stuttering with only this method of improving my glottal lisp.
However, one day (when I first became successful as a sole proprietor), I had a breakthrough.
I thought, “I don’t care if I stutter.”
This was triggered by a situation that happened many times before my eyes, where people were listening to me seriously even though I was stuttering.
‘Everyone is listening so closely to my words and trying to understand me.’
That means there is nothing that can’t be understood even if you stutter.”
As long as the message is understood, it doesn’t matter if I stutter.”
I was relieved to realize that.
How to Cure Stuttering Part 2.
Another thing that had a positive effect on me was that I went back and found the cause of my stuttering.
I realized that the dark energy work I had done from my weakness of mind had caused problems in my 5th chakra and bound my body movements, and I decided strongly in my mind, “I will never use this kind of energy to bind myself again…” This became a strong light energy that broke the curse I had put on myself.
Finding the cause of my stuttering and releasing the parts of my body that were binding me by the strong part of my mind.
This is the second way that stuttering was cured.
※The method of finding the cause and releasing the binding is lectured in the intermediate seminar.
Summary.
In this article, I have written about the cause of my stuttering and how to cure my stuttering, but the cause and cure are different for everyone.
In fact, a stuttering student who took my spiritual school is a sole proprietor of a business.
The student runs a cram school for elementary and junior high school students, which is so successful that the classroom is full and there is a waiting list for reservations.
I feel that perhaps when you are somewhat successful in business, even if you stutter, it doesn’t seem to bother you as much because there are people around who will listen to you.
And recently, he has been going to speech voice training, and I am sure that his efforts will pay off.
The path to overcoming stuttering differs from person to person, but I would be very happy if my spiritual school can help you to cure your stuttering in any way.